Activity: Use Loneliness

Today I have to write alone. Like if that where something new, this is going to be easy. I love to write each and every time I can but lets start by following the instructions. I have to explain my life to another person, that sounds like a bad idea but since no one is going to read this well, let's try before time runs out. I would like to tell you about my true life, not the one that you can see in my eyes or the one that I try to project. No, the real one. The real story where there is no laughs, no friends... only loneliness. Maybe that's why I picked this theme for. Maybe I felt it as mine... I am the older son of the family and since dad was killed, the "man of the house". My mother has been sick for about five years, he has some heart an liver issues. My brother is still at High School, this is his senior year... He is a good man, he is the reincarnation of my dad. He should be the one in my position, he is the best at it. My father... well... He was murdered while he was working by a maniac shooting people randomly, 9 months ago. I was raised on a very humble house in the mountains where I still live. The rest of my family has like a Devil/Angel relationship with the world. Mom's family are the best human beings alive but dad's family are just a bunch of drug dealers. It has been really difficult to decide which path to should choose since each one offers you unique benefits. But I decided to do something different, something in the middle of the two, something that was never seen in our family... I decided to be someone... I like writing poems too, I even have my own Pen Name: The Ink Demon hehehehe I know its sounds strange but I earned it when I was in 7th grade. I really like hiding behind those kind of things so I can distract myself of the chaos around me. It is easy to look tough so no one can hurt me but sometimes you just want to run and cry in someone's arms. What do I have left to write? I don't know there is so much to write and so little time... It is kind of ironic since I was the one who put the time limit but hey, who was going to know that I would enjoy my loneliness more than ever?